LiFe WitHiN Me

2010-12-05T03:28:00.004+08:00

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Trying not to be long winded . Let pictures talk .

2010-11-28T01:11:00.002+08:00

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2010-08-15T13:13:00.001+08:00

Hi :D ilovemylife do you guys ?

shall end here kthxbai :)

IM BACK !

2010-04-18T19:35:00.025+08:00

I'M BACK !?

Haha ! I'm back to blog ! Did anybody miss me !? *Say No ; You'll get it !*
Shall talk abt ytd ! Meetup cheeying outside his hse , went to bubbletea shop ..
Saw Mr.Chin as usual he's with those volleyball girl ! HONGSTER NVR DIE ! JOKING UH !
Then meet Michelle , Wanxuan , Huimin andand Sharon*Happybirdy day*
then they went to do something u guys wont want to know ! THANKS FOR TELLING ME THAT THINGY HOR ! *WX & HM: Weibin ! i got things to tell u ! BLOW RIGHT IN MY FACE*
Ass them ._. after that went to meet Kokhao .. Arena after that :D

POOL SUCK TO THE MAX *Cause i deproved ttm !*
Playplayplay ; Loseloselose !
Shunlei n Davies then arrived then they opened another table .
Then Mingkang , Chuanhong , Jarrett n Joyce came .
Joined them playplayplay .. take picture ..

Ard 5+ left arena walked to Mrt
Headed to Newton ! After reaching went Newton Food Centre to eat * Didnt eat cause nth to eat !*
P.S : Dont order SugarCane Drink with LEMON !
Normal SugarCane drink - $1.50
SugarCane drink + ONE BLOODY SLICE OF LEMON - $2 !

*Cutcutcut Skipskipskip*

Went back to Newton mrt.. Jovian came to fetch us to Alliance Francaise Theatre .
Reached there and it's filled with ppl !
"My Family Treasure"
Not very entertaining compared to the last one ; nice through ._.
After that headed back to Newton Food Centre ! STILL NTH TO EAT !
So just ordered SugarCane Drink !
10 sugarcane drink just from us ! MAISIAOSIAO !

After awhile quite a few of ppl left ..
Cheeying suggested to "drink" so we agreed .

Me : AUNTIE ! *Pointing at cheeying* He got something to order!
Auntie : Yes?
Cheeying : Heineken liang ping* (Liang ping - 2 Bottle)*
Auntie : Okay ! How many glass ?
Cheeying : 5 luh .
*Auntie went back to her store getting our order*

Me : *Saw Cheeying holding only $4-5* Cheeying ! 2 bottle got so cheap meh!?
Cheeying : We not buying 2 bottle la ! is can !
Me : SURE BO !? *STARING AT AUNTIE HOLDING 2 BOTTLE*
Mingkang : KIM ! KIM ! TELL AUNTIE IS 2 CAN !
*Auntie came*
Auntie : Can more ex then Bottle leh .. open 1 bottle 1st luh ?
Me : Erm .. ok .. 1 bottle 1st .
*Cheeying wanted to pour ! w/o skill ._. !*
Me : I pour la ! later u pour all bubble !
*Pouring like a PROFESSIONAL*
TOTALLY NO BUBBLE ! :D

Drinkdrinkdrink !

*Me finish my drink*
Me : Cheeying .. siala ! i feel like drinking more le sia !
Cheeying : Same luh !
Me : Order another?
Cheeying : OKAY !
*Ordered another bottle*
After drinking went to take picture again :D

Headed back to Newton Mrt , Took the red line back ! DAM LONG CAN?!
+ i empty stomach go drink make me dam hungry :(
On train also take picture ._. !

This picture cheeying and me look so retard ! ._.

After reaching J.E .. We went home ! Me and cheeying took 98 :D
-THE END- ?
NO ! *WARNING TO PASSERBY*
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2010-02-26T19:57:00.000+08:00

2010-02-12T14:24:00.001+08:00

私は物事の場合..伝えることがたくさんあるおそらくするときにこれを読んでか、この..翻訳私はあなたとはもう..回避できない場合があります私は愛にも簡単に人々がよく..私として扱います下落のために自分嫌い私はあなたの..秋が何の疑い私は、役に立たないと私は多くの悪い醜いですので、私は..期待するのはあえてしないのかしかし、私は確かにクリア..ですか一方、この..入力して私の涙を流している。私はあなたのような人間..には該当しないとは誰だ私はもう..あなたを悩ませてはいけませんね既にあなたがそれ以前には、一緒に..することはできませんを明確に私は本当に願って..我々はまだお互いを満たすなるかもしれない、次の人生。私はこの..それだと思いますさようなら

Gonna leave & give myself some break it's being tiring and stress
since the start of the year .. Bye .

2010-02-05T14:15:00.001+08:00

suck at chinese my fault ..
not i dun wan do .. is really dno how to do luh ..
anyway wont be updating blog anymore..
trouble and problem is meant to kept inside ur heart
and pray someday mind will snap and off you go *Dead* .

2010-02-03T20:53:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of me , I'm tired of being the joker , I'm tired of putting a mask , I'm tired to be happy infront of ppl , I'm tired of everything !

2010-01-26T21:51:00.003+08:00

The Reality

what you want, isn't what u gonna get .

what you expect, isn't what you expected .

what you see in me, isn't the real me .

It's all just virtual reality .

Life is cruel , so learn it , live it , love it .

love would only come with pain,

as love without pain isn't romantic enough .

love is easy to be written,

but it's much complicated,then you think it is .

life without cruelty isn't life .

While ppl come and go, i leave and run .

i can take the blame, while you take the plane .

what you want, isn't what u gonna get .

which you would never get .

love isn't real as there is no forever love,

but only responsibility.

i don't care , why must you ?

now you know, just leave and go

and let it go .

-Xiiaobinbin .

2010-01-05T23:10:00.002+08:00

SHALL UPDATE ! TOO MANY PPL COMPLAIN THAT MY BLOG IS DEAD !
UPDATED ! 2 PICTURE = UPDATE :X

2009-11-30T20:41:00.003+08:00

Was sick yet waited whole day for ur msg/call .. end up disappointed.. But the reason u tell me is u THOUGHT i MIA .. fine, i shall MIA . If u're really sorry u shld just msg me.

2009-11-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

2009-11-02T22:56:00.003+08:00

Ppl is complaining my blog is dead!?

So.. shall post today ?

31 october 2009 ;

When playing comp .. Tinsum texted me and ask me to accompany him to queensway..
he wanted to buy stuff ? Prepared and went to meet him ..
chatted .. ate .. shopped.. he bought Hair-dye .. and wanted me to dye for him!?
Went to his house .. dye his hair for him ._. My 1st TIME ! helping ppl dye hair ..
Result of his Hair .. Fringe Dark purple .. Top Copper red .. Back Dark purple ..
then went to Darren's Bday BBQ .. asked justin and jarrett whether Tinsum's hair
is nice .. THEY SAY NICE ! IM SUCH A TALENT ?
During the BBQ .. fun was endless ? keep laughing ._.
Reach home 11+ .. Bath and Sleep !

SkipSkip ,

02 November 2009 ;

Went to Geo remedial .. SLEEPY?!
after remedial .. went home ..
texted joyce .. suppose to meet her at jp at 1:40pm ?
i was late .. reach there 2pm+ ! Sorry ;( Blaming the bus driver !
Went Challenger .. Razer DeathAdder is BLOODY EXPENSIVE !? $99 !
Didnt bought that .. and bought Razer DiamondBack 3G for $69.99..
Pei joyce to meet valencia .. then i went off .. went home ..
Meet Jeanice .. wanted to slack de .. but RAIN HEAVILY .. so she went home with me ..
and she watched me play comp ;X Neglected her i think ? Psps .. Addicted to the game .

Shall end my post here !?
Stop missing me! ;X

Mood Getting Better .

2009-10-13T13:53:00.003+08:00

BACK TO POST !! ANYBODY MISS ME !?

Mood getting better le ! ytd mugged .. CHEM !! Was doing Chem Mock paper 2006.
When mugging .. on phone with a FAKE teacher .. "OWEN" ..
Mugged till 1am ~ 2am ? dam tiring .. still need early wake up sia !

Today ! Stupid rain .. i think i made my father late ? opps , sry .
English paper 2 ! Easy ? no chioce .. talented with high IQ . ( Not BHB-ing) it's a fact ;X
then recess break .. 1hr 20min ? back to class .. teach ken some chem thingy ..
thenthen CHEM PAPER !! EASY !? was expecting a harder paper ._.
but still .. must thnks OWEN! for teaching me ! THNKS OWEN " KORKOR "

now going out .. library ~ STUDY ! tml phy and maths paper 2 ! Jiayou all ! ;X

#Edit

Currently mood back to square one .. due to somebody -'-
no mood to type le .. shall stop here .

2009-10-07T20:14:00.001+08:00

Wont be posting much le.. Started off today with a very good mood .. But due to some ppl .. There goes my mood ..
Since u guys forced me to change then fine .. I will.
If anybody notice that i am not smiling or always on fake smile .. It's normal .. That will be what i will be changing . You guys will get used to it ..

2009-10-01T14:37:00.000+08:00

Brothers comes first .

2009-09-25T13:26:00.003+08:00

Shall make myself clear today .
Brothers to me is something i cherish the most .
R.S is important but i can live without it unlike brothers .
I wont touch my brother's loved one . it's a swear and promise i can make .

To Brother : since u cant trust me then i shall do what i can ..
gave up my 3years sister for u .. to grant ur trust .
dun disappoint me . Jiayou , u have my support .

To Her : dun be stress over ur past b.g.r . let it go , face the future .
dun hurt my brother by accepting him just because u wan him to
be happy . it will only hurt him more .

2009-09-20T20:04:00.004+08:00

SHALL UPDATE TODAY AS WANXUAN SAY MY BLOG IS DEAD !

Woke up at 9am ? Bath , eat then watched Doraemon !
After that went to play SuddenAttack ~ Ownage !
ard 2pm , went to kim hse and take my paper under his doormat ..
then met up Wanxuan .. went Suntec city !
stupid place so crowded! worst the @club so hard to find ._.
After settling and paying my asiasoft thingy .. went to Starbucks ..
Vanilla Latte ! still the same .. make me sleepy .
Treated Wanxuan dno what coffee thingy .. end up nvr drink finish ! #$%^&*(
then trained back home ~ on the way home chatted with Wanxuan..
she talk till so cold ..

Shall update another day :X Bye !

2009-08-29T19:48:00.002+08:00

Shall post abt ytd ..
Ytd PERFECTLY NORMAL DAY!
went to school then headed straight to canteen ..
didnt ate cause jiayi wanted to listen to music in class ..
so went back to class .. Satria and Jamalu told me that 1 guy
from sec 1 knocked on jamalu and didnt apologize.
so went to find that boy ..
when they talking to that boy ..
he step beng and keep pushing satria and jamalu..
didnt manage to control my anger and went ahead and
said " Enough " ..
he pushed me therefore i pushed back .
punched him and started fighting ..
i pushed him to hard.. he knocked against the window and
the window BROKE!
then carry on fighting .. till when i stop .
he shouted : " TML U DIE " .
Wasnt thinking very well that moment saw the glass piece from
the broken window ..
picked it up and wanted to stab him ..
but he ran away .. *Lucky if not i really stab = GameOver*
then i went back to class asked malay friend whether anybody know him ..
his 1 of my friend cousin ..
so went back and look for him again ..
he didnt dare to look at me and said
"You beat me you win le".
so i said "The point is not i beat u i win"
"is u confirm that u say i tml die?"
"u wan take back ur words anot "
he looked at me for a moment and said
"Sry, i take back my words".
then mr su came .. i ran ..
then he used the mic and said
"Weibin From 3N4 come down to the general office".
went down and wrote report ..
after that went back to class ..
father came at 12pm .
signed the behavior contract ..
after school , CHINESE ORAL!
Gosh ~ Nervous !
But manage to speak as good as i can !
After Oral .. Went to see ppl settle problem ..
then headed home .
LONG POST ~! shall stop here !

F.Y.I!
JoanKoh can nag lyk my mother !

2009-08-20T19:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR KANG XIAO BIN!

Blogger still cant see template ..
lazy to post .. ytd went to Marina Square
with MingKang,Kim,Shunlei,Ken,Tinsum,Joyce..
was late for movie so didnt watch .. went there ate BK then took mrt home ..
Today school..
-As Per Normal -
Boring ..

End Of Post .

I POST LE HOR!
JOAN KOH READ THIS!
I WAN MY PRESENT!
those who owe my present ! this also for u!

2009-07-28T19:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEANICE ..
15years old le . MUST GROW UP! Dun still so childish !

Long time nvr post ..
Today went to School as per usual .
school is boring ... after school went HKE ..
Pamella , Grace , Huimin(sec3) , Jiajin , Kumsen?
Sat tgt with Jiajin , kumsen ..
talk with that jiajin will vomit blood de .. he keep step english kia ..
then after awhile Wanxuan , Michelle , dno who .. came
they left after they bought michelle thingy .
then Wenbin came .. talktalktalk ..
Jarrett came .. went buy thing to eat .. jarrett left .
Then continue to talk .. wenbin called me dog .. i dulan pulled him and drag him into girls toilet ..
and pulled the door .. he jitao inside girls toilet for few min ..
then pamella ask me go back school to give jeanice the stupid burger ..
after that .. went back HKE and took 98 bus home ..
when on bus saw Jiajin , Wenbin and their friend ..
reach home ard 5 .
END HERE .
JOANKOH SUCK! < IMPORTANT .

2009-07-18T19:18:00.002+08:00

Let's UPDATE!! YESTERDAY~170709! Went to watch HarryPotter Half zombie(half BLOOD) with shakila,kamal,shakila's brother. Overall Movie Rating BY ME : 4/5 Star* . movie too long liao still till butt pain . Before watching the movie saw Grace , Jeanice , Meiqi ( dno her yet) . Then disturb them awhile .. then went to watch movie liao . After watching movie .. Saw THEM STILL THERE with Pamella !! That jeanice asked me to ton with her .. CAUSE SHE RUNNING HOME. Kids nowadays .. then talktalktalk went grace hse downstair . Jeanice asked me to ton with her but i didnt wanted .. so she asked whether can go my hse to stay anot .. obviously i said "NO! dun even think abt that." but at last jeanice and i went to my hse downstair .. called my parents and asked whether can she come my hse to stay anot .. told my parents she was chased out from home .. then she went up to my hse and chatted with my parents .. final decision was she can stay 1 night . my hse became SPCA ! For STRAY DOG/CAT. SUAY! Nxt Morning~180709! I intended to sleep till 11+am de BUT STUPID JEANICE woke me up at 6.52am!! After bath , eat .. went JurongPoint with her ard 10+am reached 11+am..
So boring can!? reach there nth to do .. get to know new friends ! After few hour .. Grace and Pamella came , chatchat, slackslack , talktalk .. then meiqi came .. also same talktalk,chatchat,slackslack . THEY KEEP DISTURB ME BY TALKING WHAT I SAID .. SO PAISEH SIA .. they keep shout tgt ~ KP LA~ CB LA~DIAM LA~ .. just reached home not long ago .. this post too long liao . shall stop ~ anything feel free to sms me .
-Xiiaobinbin IN THE HOUSE~

2009-07-14T21:32:00.003+08:00

i once told u what happen between me n them .. Now even u are with them .. I bet u have forgotten ur promise . Jio me out ? Its better of stabbing me on th back . Forget it .. You had so much fun with them . I'm nth to you .

2009-07-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

2009-07-14T20:15:00.002+08:00

No longer able go in her blog ..
nothing i could do ..
so ..
the end .

2009-07-12T20:11:00.001+08:00

Back . deleted all past 2 days post . Being thinking alot .. cant take it anymore .

2009-07-07T22:08:00.001+08:00

Shall post for today . Past 3 days tons of things happen .. But dun feel lyk posting it out .
Stupid blogger cant upload pics . Forget it .
Need trueful listening ears badly . End of post .

2009-06-30T22:22:00.001+08:00

1yr of single life . Trying real hard now .. I thought i had got over u .. But i just knew something which i shldnt know .. It pulled me back to square one .

TO Joan,justin,passer-by,elina,sara : now tell me what i can do . I will listen .. No more ignore .

Justin - ya u are right .. The only person i can blame now is myself .. For not listening . I suck .

2009-06-20T01:10:00.001+08:00

i dno what to do ..
Penknife not working on me anymore . I really cant hold on any much longer.. Shld i end it now?

2009-06-11T00:04:00.000+08:00

2009-06-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

Wanted to go out de * refer to previous post* end up ? No ppl jio out .. Forget it ? Used . Msg-ed peien jie n wished her belated happy bday .. Chatted abt my stuff , i also wish i could just give up as easy as i say .. I tried seriously .. Ignoring her , moved to one side when seeing her , numb myself pills/alcoholic .. Nothing works . The more i try the more i feel i love her .

我不配 . What really suit me is emo n penknife .

Peien jie - you said if i do it , i dunnid call u jie anymore . I will try not too ..

2009-06-09T19:43:00.001+08:00

cb everyday kpkb ! Fker nia . While i still control my anger carry on scold lor .. When i cant .. Die together lor thats what u always wanted. Tml i will be out from home but still dno where to go .. So call me n jio me out !

2009-06-05T01:22:00.000+08:00

2009-06-05T00:45:00.003+08:00

once again .. I end it myself .. Last year its the J n C thingy . Now its purely her . Idk is that a right choice or not but she seems to be happier with him . Must my life be in this way ? Death is no longer way of solving .. Destroying my own life is the only method . I wanted to ask .. But i had no courage or any position .. Did you had feeling to me before ? For me .. I liked u ever since we went out tgt .

2009-05-28T16:31:00.002+08:00

我累了。。
真的很累。。
last day posting ..
Mia-ing ler ..
he is the person that could give u happiness..
my life is ruined anyway ..
u have my blessing ..
i will just disappear .
i still ....

2009-05-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

have to post .. Unable to go to sleep .. Shld be another sleepless night .

Penknife is the mastermind of emo,
Slit is the plan of emo .
-emoboiiboii

2009-05-26T22:10:00.001+08:00

My buddy is back .. The feeling is getting stronger . It gona start working soon .. Miss those days it help me clear my thoughts . Old cover new blade , penknife !

Once a loser,
Always a loser.
-emoboiiboii

2009-05-26T10:10:00.002+08:00

Currently pissed by Elearning ~ ppt .. zzz my computer cannot open ppt for some reason ? then those quiz must use guess/memory .. liddat CA2 mark also gone .. Fk life . life suck , world suck , society suck , i suck . fk the world .

2009-05-25T21:15:00.002+08:00

Today after talking to mr lee .. my mindset changed 360degree. Even if i gave up on my life .. still need to do my work , get good grades, leave a surviving route for myself.
currently dnt 4/100 .. need alot help in journal! SOS !! i suck.

2009-05-23T00:08:00.004+08:00

just reach home from jasmine hse today her bday . Shall post while i still can . Today went alot place .. Wanted to give myself a chance but ? Moodswing .. Then jitao walk away .. See her not happy i also not happy .. After that went jasmine hse .. Dice game loser drink whisky , vodka .. Starting didnt drink due to tiredness then start moody agn .. Drank all those leftover from friends .. Vomit 7 times .. Fck the pain . Then mrt to jec then cab with shun n kim .. I dont even mean anything to her .. He's a better guy then me. The day that i end everything is near .. I suck .

2009-05-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

tell me what to do perhaps?

Chinese paper2 - 42/60 (paper1 will fail de)
Dnt - 6/50 (exam paper 30% nia journal 70% but journal blank)
Math paper1 -54/80
Math paper2 -32/60
Total math -88/140 (obviously did badly)
Geography -6/50
Social studies -10/50
Total Humanities -16/100 (this 1 i shld suicide let humanities know what is human stress)
Phy paper1 -14/20
Phy paper2 -13/30
Total phy -27/50
Chem paper1 -10/20
Chem paper2 -16/30
Total chem -26/50
Total sci -53/100 (just pass ? No hope)
English - unknown .
Seriously gave up on life .. MYE this kind of result still .. Teach me what to do .. I suck

2009-05-16T18:55:00.002+08:00

风就像爱情..
说来就来..
说走就走..
-devastated-

2009-05-15T12:25:00.000+08:00

Currently gave up on life.. So if 1 day u recieve a phone call or when reading newspaper saying kang wei bin age of 15 , commited suicide .. Dun be shock , seriously gave up on life . I suck .

2009-05-12T18:47:00.001+08:00

hais.. waiting her sms now..
perhaps really fall for her ler .
but 我不配爱上她。
that day why the fk i tell her siol ..
already regretted once.. this time i still say out ..
zZz.. arh! i suck la.

2009-05-04T19:13:00.002+08:00

Shall update today !
i shall start here ~ today went to school. . . . blahxblahxblahx~
had to take bus to school as father couldn't drive me..
he had a car accident ytd .. ppl hit his car then follow by another 4 more = 6 car in a row ..
pathetic drivers .. learn drive properly ..
today ss and english paper 1 exam , for ss complete blank in my head ..
for english .. well shall skip this part cause i really cmi liao ..
prepared for the worst ! MYE sure fail due to those 20days of absentee from school .
well accepted the fate .
i will try to update more as really ******* ** mood ..
-FullStop-

2009-04-26T18:31:00.001+08:00

Boo ! Currently illness in me are defeated by my courage :x crap de .. Duh? Btw have been thinking abt it this few day ! I had already gave my 10mth - 1yr to u ler .. It's time for a fullstop ! No more thinking ! Life goes on ! I no longer live for you but live for my friend n family -FULLSTOP - nth to post liao .. Oh ya ! Joycechow - bhb kia !

2009-04-22T12:03:00.002+08:00

yesterday fever reach up to 39.3 degree ..
but it's not even 1/4 of the pain to love u..
i really regretted telling u ..
i shld nvr had tell u...
and i wont be suffering now ..
i'm wrong .

2009-04-20T19:17:00.001+08:00

My fever,headache n those pain was cured just recently nia .. Now the fking fever , headache are back .. Fever 38.2 degree .. Seriously if u wan to take my life just take it .. Dun torture me with those pain .. Seriously suffering ..

2009-04-17T19:11:00.001+08:00

shall update abt this whole week bah. Monday went to school ! At last ! didnt went to school for 2week due to sick :( miss school ! Then tuesday also went school but getting boring .. Wednesday didnt go to school due to my sleeping problem n suffer a major headache ! Always cant sleep .. 1am - 3am then can sleep :( went to see doctor then gave me pills for easy sleepness .. That night i try ! OMG ! DAM USEFUL! Now every must eat pill to sleep :( thursday went school .. Blablabla . Today went school at last joyce did what she promise me ! Help me find song ! Thnk you joyce !

2009-04-14T22:15:00.001+08:00

u said none of that refers to me .. I wasnt even a sub .. Perhaps i am just a spare type to u .. Nope , it shld be i'm nothing to u .

2009-03-25T19:32:00.001+08:00

ytd wanted to update de .. But fell ill . Serious headache + slight fever. Today didnt wanted to go school due to my headache n fever but still went to school because got geo test .. End up geo test postpone to tml .. Headache whole day . Currently headache is killing me , fever gone up to 38.3degree . Prepared for the worst liao.

2009-03-22T22:53:00.002+08:00

Holiday over liao .. tml school .
as i said i'm meant to be neglect ..
promise is meant to be broken ..
whole holiday didnt went out except tuesday went school for remedial ..
ppl promise jio me go out ..
at last ?
still empty promise ..
well seriously not in mood ler .
gave up , life sucks .

2009-03-15T11:34:00.004+08:00

imissyou ..
i miss those days when we are together without worries ..
those laughter and smile of urs ..
i miss those days where u used to scold me ..
i miss those days where u ask me to eat ..
i miss those days where u ask me to takecare of myself ..
but now i dun even know can i see ur smile again ?
did i made a wrong choice telling you ?
perhaps i was wrong ..
maybe if i didnt tell u ..
we could be talking to each other now ..
but after knowing u was once in love with me ..
maybe it wasn't a wrong choice either ..
trust me .. i'm still waiting for you .

those reader out there .. TAG PLEASE !?
lots of ppl reading but i see nobody tagging !

2009-03-13T21:37:00.003+08:00

imwrong , i shld nvr had lied to you ..
why do ppl only learn to cherish when they lost something ..
i didnt knew a lie would cause so much harm to you ..
if only i knew earlier and was there for you earlier ,
you wont have been so misery ..
You Could Put The Blame On Me .
how i wish i could turn back time ,
and start everything all over again ..
but i know it's impossible .
as u said everything has changed ..
i'm too late to do any changes ..
imsorry , i caused all this ..
blame it on me .
-devastated-

2009-03-13T17:01:00.002+08:00

is it the end ? i had to lie to keep ur smile ..
不爱你是借口好让你离开我...
rmb the past when we used to be gan .
u told me that u had a crush on me last time ..
thats why abt the c thingy u was very angry ..
the other side of the story nobody knew..
at 1st u neglected ur g.b when we became gan .
after that u neglected me .. i lied to you that time was because..
i wanted ur attention ..
today once again i lie to u .
but this time i lie for ur smile ..

2009-03-11T21:41:00.001+08:00

Fall ill .. fever and headache ..
was thinking everything is gonna be okay ..
as u talked to me .. but end up ?
had a quarrel , you told me ur tired ..
fine..but if i'm given a chance to turn back time and choose ..
i will still choose to love you .
now i dun even understand myself ..
what i am thinking ..
what do i want ..
what should i do ..
why cant i be by ur side ?

2009-03-11T19:06:00.002+08:00

i didnt even manage to talk or sms her today ..
why must it end like this ?
all i wan is to be by youur side and love you .
is that a very demanding request?
iloveyou.

2009-03-10T20:37:00.006+08:00

you are still thinking about him .. what could i do ?
you promise me not to puff ler but u still did .. it's not i dun let u puff-ing its just that everytime u puff u are just hurting urself and u would broke my heart .. i did this just for 1 simple reason : i love you .
you said u need time to quit and also need time to forget him ..
but when i ask u whether u feel anything towards me, your answer is idk .
i really dont know what i can do ..

2009-03-08T19:20:00.010+08:00

I'm meant to be neglect. Seriously is it just 1 sided love? Promise is meant to be broken.. u didnt owe me anything 如果你要离开我知道很简单。

2009-03-07T21:08:00.005+08:00

Ytd morning had fever so 8am then left home for school.. 8.30am reach school ! Was emoing all the way .. sorry to those ppl that i offended ytd morning . After school went jurong point w/ joan and grace .. went long john to eat then Bought a bracelet for 20buck at yellow . after that walk around jp then went home . Around 5+ went lakeside mrt to meet ken and xinyi .. then boonlay mrt to meet nicolle , shunlei and many more. Went to a concert : "25 Xiao". After reaching Victoria Theater, we had Photo taking session !! but now i only manage to get 1 pic .. When watching the 25 xiao thingy Xinyi jie fell asleep !! Ater the concert finish went to marina square to eat! Some went kfc and some went burger king .. after they ate, alot ppl head back home left Shunlei , Mingkang , Kim , Ken , Justin , Valencia ! we went to 320 there to slack then around 12+am justin went home then we went blk426 there to eat then Mingkang cabbed home then Valencia , ken and me cabbed too but i pay .. reach home abt 1+am.

2009-03-01T02:22:00.001+08:00

Just reach home bath-ed, today justin Birthday BBQ ! Happy birthday justin ! Afternoon meet joan n ken then went 320 for the BBQ . KNS RAINING ! But still manage to have BBQ . Then around 10+ joan was drunk so mk,alwyn,shunlei,tinsum,chuanhong and ken send her home . After that we meet kim n took bus99 n round-ed till we reach 320 which was 12.10am then went back find justin they all n slack there till 12.45am . Then we went mac to eat n slack , 4ppl cabbed home including me :/ . Reach home 2am ! Stop here liao off to bed ! Happy bday Justin ! Must grow up dont so childish liao!

2009-02-27T22:50:00.002+08:00

Today still the same went to school then after school went to meet joan then together go 320 .. When meeting her, she told me she coming already but infact she just bath finish n was still at home .. When reach 320 I Felt home ! The place that i grew up ! Then poker n talk .. After that went to eat w/ alwyn , darren, yinghao n joan . After eat went to alwyn's hse play snooker. Joankohpingnuan receive a phone call from a little girl n she was calling for her mummy , joan was lyk talking broken english then after hanging up the phone . Alwyn's mum asked joan what was joan standard/sec when joan say sec 3 , alwyn mum said she need to buck up her english ! Haha tio suan ! Then i rubbed in n said :"Express somemore! " everybody laughing lyk hell ! Then meet grace .. She went to eat then went basketball court slack . Just home-d ! Shall stop here ! Btw joan , Buck up ur english !

2009-02-16T23:01:00.001+08:00

Here's the picture that i promised .

2009-02-16T22:28:00.003+08:00

Sry didnt have time to update . Lets start at last friday , after school went home then went out w/ ken to jp to buy his valentine gift 4 joan . Then after reach jp he said bring me go find girl he wan take valentine gift at J8! Mrt-ed to bishan J8 then after i saw the girl i almost puke ._. Then went to eat pepper lunch ! On ken pepper meal i put quite lot of pepper but at least can tahan n after mix still can see white rice . But on my meal ! Ken put the pepper till the whole rice became grey black colour after mixing (pepper rice). After eating almost vomit cause the pepper too strong . After that asked ken to buy a cute doll keychain for the gift as he dno what to buy then mrt-ed to chinese garden then asked peien to come fetch us . 9+pm reach peien hse then chat w/ ken till 2am then sleep . Morning woke up then went peien grandma hse to eat then went ken hse w/ peien cuz he need to bath . Then at his hse downstair wait 30min then joan came ! After that went jp as grace's sister birthday then need buy present 4 her . Saw jonas bro! They went smoking ( i nvr ! Quitted) then went grace hse . Dam boring then after i n ken left . Ken went home w/ me then around 9+ went woodlands to watch my cousin at getai ._. Stood for 1hour + then at last home again ! Watch tv till 1pm then sleep . Ken agreed my home btr to slp then at peien de! Morning again sunday ! Ken eat breakfast at my hse then he went home . Didnt go out that day but at night won $40 from gambling (try this at home,joking) . Today morning , went mac find ken they all then head to school , after school went home had a change of clothes n went to meet ken then find melinn n joyce . Went joyce hse , boring till play poker myself ! Abt 7.30pm ken need to rush home 4 dinner so went busstop to wait for bus99 ! Wait for 30min+ then got 1 bus99 ! Most annoying thing is while waiting more then 10 bus242 came !! Then home swt home . Long post today shall stop . Oh ya lastly joan seriously it's not totally ur fault lor ._.

2009-02-12T22:29:00.005+08:00

Ytd ran home .. Went peien hse to sleep . Kenneth korkor pei me run home :x gastric pain again cuz skippid lunch n dinner :x luckily peien gave me some HL milk but i got share with ken HOR (unselfish) :) after peien went to bed .. Chatted with ken from 10.45pm till 1.30am ! Then was pangseh-ed at 1.45am he was in his lalaland (asleep) . I was lyk dam tired wan to sleep but cant fall asleep .. Then at last 2.30am sleep liao but woke up at 5am ! 2hour 30min of sleepness ! Tired lor :( then 5.45am pei ken go home for his bath . After that went mac eat then school ! Now at home liao ! Shall stop here tiredness kills !

2009-02-10T19:44:00.001+08:00

seriously i dno what to do liao from young till now almost all my past is u have beening scolding me. Always tell me u talk reason but when u bad mood u vent ur anger on me scold scold scold what did i do wrong? Ok now u wan me leave home right i shall leave .

2009-01-29T22:13:00.002+08:00

back to sg ytd ! 1st day duration of 12hour 30min was on car STUPID JAM! 2nd day didnt really do anything drive motorcycle here n there n i cant stop eating ..3rd day Happy CNY ! Cant stop gambling ! Boring de little ppl put fireworks! 4th day .. Ppl keep asking abt my age then shock say i dun have so young ! WORST THEY SAY MY BODY PUMP AIR DE THATS WHY SO TALL N BIG ! 5th day .. End of my peace n thoughtless days ! Today went school as normal .. Then after school ppl wan tio me but somehow settled .. End here bah! Buaiis .

2009-01-23T22:44:00.002+08:00

okay short post today . Those pangseh kia : shun,mk n kim ! All nvr go sch left jarrett n me only !!After school went out to slack w/ mk,shun,kim n hong . 9+ reach home , tml leaving sg to msia (hometown) for cny .. Wednesday night then come back so .. Try not to miss me too much :x end here .

2009-01-21T18:44:00.007+08:00

sry guys for not updating blog ! Lets talk abt ytd . As normal went school .. After school went home then meet shunlei n went for a haircut . After that meet mingkang n more .. Went queensway to buy new year clothes .. Bought 2 casual top , 2 bermudas n 1 belt which totally cost me 205 SGD! Not cheap uh? Btw mingkang they all said i look totally different w/ th casual top n bermudas n said if i take picture n upload no ppl would recognise me ! After new year i will take a picture of me n my new clothes. Kk i shall stop here.

2009-01-01T00:26:00.002+08:00

2008-12-28T21:22:00.006+08:00

4 more days till school start.. Hwk haven touch .. Dno nxt year how 2 die liao .

(This part is for someone.. Dun bother to ask who cause i wont say)

You said "u love me" but infact u are lovinq another guy WHILE lovinq me .. I didnt said anything abt it. Mostly spending ur time with 3 guy that might lyk u .. How can i not be jealous !? Today i promise u not 2 slit .. But ur word sounded as in i slit-ed .. All i can say is i didnt slit n this is the fact . Btw I said i love you n i mean it .

2008-10-17T19:35:00.000+08:00

New House

2008-09-25T18:33:00.004+08:00

Moved HOUSE! SINCE 20/09/08 to blk 181 yung sheng rd! 5th day in this new house, most of the things is unpacked ~ 2nd day of this new wireless network took me 2 days to figure out how 2 solve the error ! Yuhua student ! JIAYOU FOR THE UPCOMING EXAM! wish all my friends,gans,brother,buddy and mostly 2n4 student good luck for the exam !

2008-09-18T14:11:00.001+08:00

In love with "She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5"

End Of Colours

2008-09-05T20:07:00.003+08:00

well.. Messed up in life? Screwed life by ur own hand? The slash that made u feel better? Stressed up in everything around u ? i had it all in a day by myself. 05/09/08 the day that my world is no longer colourful and stays Black and White for life. Nobody blamed for this only 1 person called weibin. his a bastard that ruin his own life by HIMSELF! HIMSELF! Those who hate me. begging u guys hate me for life.

Stupid Holiday..

2008-09-02T22:35:00.004+08:00

Yea peeps usually think school holiday rocks.. but in fact it SUCKS TO THE CORE !
HomeWork~HomeWork~HomeWork~Rot~Rot~Rot~Problem~Problem
~Problem~Trouble~Trouble~Trouble!
Just had a phone war? Got taiji then go help settle.. end up ! THROAT INFECTION FOR SHOUTING TO MUCH ! $%^&*( ! End Here ler bahx .. Thanks Claudia baby for cheering me up ! Love ya~

End of My Hair n Nails

2008-08-27T15:27:00.002+08:00

Did i did something wrong in my last life?
Early morning at school .. Socks were asked to pull up .. then 20 push up then my nails was caught..
and asked to cut it off straight .. I thought mr su forgotten about my hair thingy ! who knows during chinese lesson he conducted a sudden hair check.. My hair was caught ! and cutted =( which only took him 10sec ! my hair sucks almost went berserk ! slash was done bloody! No mood to write liao .. thanks to all friend that show concern on me .

Happy Birthday Weibin!

2008-08-19T21:40:00.002+08:00

19/08! My Birthday! Today went to school as normal ~ But DURING RECESS ! Junfeng treat me 14 Ice Cream!!! But the condition is peeps have to sing birthday song for me at the canteen !
Mingkang started the 1st blood then follow by shun lei , kim AND SLOWLY THE WHOLE CANTEEN WAS SINGING FOR ME!!!! For those who took my icecream and dint bash me up THANK YOU! But FOR THOSE WHO BASH ME UP WHILE I WAS COVER BY A CARDBOARD IN MY HEAD .. Try Harder Nxt Time ( JOKING) ! After that all was eating icecream junfeng say
slowly eat nvm de~ so we was eating like Moron ? (Dam Slow) ... then went back to class , Study,Study and STUDY ! After school went to eat .. went home .. 6.30pm went out with mingkang,kim,shunlei . Just reach home ! Lazy to write liao! Best Birthday TO Thanks All my Friends and Gans ! <3

2008-08-13T14:57:00.002+08:00

PenKnife! Master Of Emo!
Slash! Plan Of Emo!

Speechless nowdays.... Can i even say a thing? NO! NOT EVEN GIVEN A CHANCE ! Nvm not gona write much today...

Everything is messed up!

2008-08-10T20:28:00.018+08:00

what more can i say? everything in my life is messed up ! u was angry and scolding me just because ur are jealous/sad ? what the heck is wrong with you? nvm i am nt gona care abt u anyway so just GTFO of my life!

Today went out with shun lei,kim,mingkang,alwyn,"French Fries". we was suppose to play basketball but THE RAIN! So we went to lan shop and play computer ! (OBVIOUS) The COMPUTER THERE SUCKS!!! But when we was playing Cs (Counter-Strike) ! IT ROCKS! Dam long nvr play lerx ~ We was Laughing all the time!! DAM HIGH! After that we went to eat~ Ordered French fries And we was saying "THE CHILI SAUCE IS FREE USE ALOT NVM!" Haha! After eating i made a smiling face on the plate with the chili sauce! then we went to took bus ~ Home Sweet Home! End here lerx !

2008-07-26T11:54:00.001+08:00

Nothing better to write ~ xD
i HATE FEVER!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-16T11:27:00.000+08:00

zZz!!!! At last found time for updating this STUPID BLOG~ XD ! I dun know should i be happy or sad !! i OVERSLEPT TODAY!! DINT WENT TO SCHOOL!!!! Dam Boredd~ Oh ya my toeNAILS POKED IN TO MY ANOTHER FEET ! GOSH PAINFUL! =( Still Bleeding now~ !! Kays stop here lerx! (Still Finding my MISSING PENKNIFE!)

2008-06-01T19:52:00.001+08:00

Talk with huimin till 2am in the morninq then slept at 4 and woke up at 7am. Play computer till 11pm somethinq den huimin sms me and said she very sleepy then want 2 sleep and postpone it till 2.30pm WE WAS SUPPOSE 2 GO OUT AT 12PM!! At last on this school went out once!!(Thanks you for jioinq me out) XD... After that took bus and went 2 juronq point i Heard wrongly!!! i thought she is meetinq me at Juronq Point lor!! Make me go juronq point then walk 2 library nvm my fault anyway heard wronqly ... After reachinq the library it was lyk OMG!! Freakinq HOT and A SMALL KID RAN ACROSS ME MAKE ME GT FRIGHTEN ... Then went upstair i walked around almost the whole library and huimin was laughinq like a mad girl ... Then settled down at the library .. huimin brought her homework BUT SHE DID NOT DO = DUN BRING BETTER .. After MANY times of reprehend SHE STILL DUN WAN 2 DO! AT last TOOK MY WHITE FLAG OUT~ Surrender =( .Then send her home By WALKING =x FROM JURONG POINT!! Durinq the walk, SHE WANTED 2 COMPARE WHOSE TALLER!!! HAHA BUT I AM TALLER!!! WOOT !!! HURRAY XD..

2008-05-07T19:48:00.001+08:00

Wa sian lor today Sci paper 1 n 2 ...
1st is paper 2 Dam dam Hard the 1st qn i stun down dere liao ..
Then very very sian the mrs lim DUN LET US SLEEP!!!
haiz.. but at last watch the time past =="
THE RECESS W00T!!! NO people ..
after recess went back 2 class 10.30 liao teacher haven come up lol
they alot ppl kajiao wei say no exam go home ~
at last stilll gt lor...
10.35 mdm peng come up liao cannot blame her lor her leg gt problem de
THEN PAPER 1 SIBEI EASY... then very weird sia mrs lim is dun let us sleep but mdm peng is call must sleep cannot take head up.. =X
Dam good .. (Tml no school) sucks must 2 ART .. ART SUCK!!!